Living with anxiety and the fear of anxiety attacks is horrible. You never know when it might creep in and ruin something amazing. Whether it being a situation, an opportunity, a relationship or just a good day. When you do feel it lurking, you panic. Because you know that it’s just a matter of time before you can’t breathe, before the hyperventilation and tears kicks in, before you feel like your heart is going to rip out your chest, before you get claustrophobic from being in your own body and just have to get out. It is terrifying. It’s like being a prisoner in your own head and you feel like you just want to rip off your entire skin....

Hej alle sammen! Har valgt at skrive dette indlæg på dansk, da det egentligt er mest relevant for folk i DK. Sagen er den, at min mormor i lørdags blev indlagt på Herlev hospital. Hun kunne ikke trække vejret og blødte helt ekstremt ud af det højre øre. Hun blev hurtigt sendt til scanning, da man mistænkte, at der måske var tale om en blodprop i lungerne. Derefter blev hun sendt i isolation, da man også mistænkte, at der var tale om en infektion med smittefare. Det går stille og roligt op for mig, at hospitalet virkelig er underbemandet. Sygeplejerskerne har så travlt. De smider om sig med blodigt bandage, både på gulvet og i min mormors seng. Samt har...

Hi loves! A little quick post to show you where I buy my colored contacts and what color is my favorite! I have two pairs from two different sites and one of them is definitely better than the other. I have a pair from desiolens.com in the color “Creamy Beige”. These contacts are super comfortable to wear! Can’t feel them at all. The color is super nice too, but they are not super “life like” – you can clearly see you’re wearing contacts, which is never nice lol. So I decided to try the Solotica lenses instead. Bought a pair from solotica.co.uk in the color “Hidrocor Mel”. Now these contacts are way more expensive so I was excited to try...

So I turn 25 in less than two weeks, but that’s not why I feel old, at all actually. My mind feels old. I feel like my mind has aged 10 years in one year. Looking back at myself one year ago, on my decisions, my thoughts, and my whole approach to life, just feels so foreign to me now. I was visiting my grandmother the other day and we just sat there and talked for hours about life. Life, life, life. What is life even? The never ending question. We talked about how we both acted growing up. The past year I’ve grown a lot and so has she. She’s in the 80’ies and still discovering new ways to...

Hi guys! I’m back!!   Maybe third time’s the charm lol. Gonna keep the blog vibes the same as when I left it, AND adding some gaming posts! Because lets face it, I’m a geek to the bones. Maybe a little more smalltalk too who knowz.     First things first, an update on my trip to LA: I just got home from a 5-week trip to one of my favorite cities, Los Angeles. I went to visit all of the amazing friends, that I’ve gathered there during the past years. I’ve been in LA four times now and the city just keeps growing on me. There’s a lot of talk about the place being poisoned and filled with fake...